The In‑Between: Ready, Restless, Reflective

We’re here… but not there yet. At the start but not started. John and I, and our spouses, have all made it to San Diego, standing at the edge of this thing we’ve been preparing for years. Two full days until the ride begins. The prep is done, the lists are checked, the gear is dialed in. Now we’re stuck in that strange in‑between where all that’s left is to wait, and waiting suddenly feels infinite.

We were talking earlier about how fortunate we are, truly fortunate, to have this huge community behind us, cheering us on, believing in what we’re doing. And the cause… it’s impossible not to feel the weight of it. The privilege of choosing to suffer on a bike for something we’ve dreamed about, while others are suffering in ways no one would ever choose. People fighting cancer don’t get to opt in or out. They don’t get rest days. They fight for their lives, for more time with the people they love. Our discomfort, our miles, our aches, they’re nothing in comparison, and we know it.

So we’re here, trying to be present, trying to take it all in. Grateful. Humbled. Restless. Ready.

More than ready.

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